My brother's wife, Sylvia, is in the hospital. Her water broke around 5am this morning (Tuesday). She's not due till tomorrow. She seems to be going along pretty quickly....already 7-8cm. Having him natural so nothing to slow down the process. I'm so excited for them! I just hope i get to see the baby since they are in Indiana.
Riley did so well last night. I fed him at 9pm and i didn't get up with him again till 5am. So either i didn't hear him cry at 1am or he slept longer. Hoping he slept longer. Then i fed him at 5am and he went back to sleep. So i was able to exercise a little this morning. What a nice change. I still got 10 pounds to lose to get to my pre-preggo stats. I hear those are the hardest to lose. But if i can keep getting riley back to sleep at 5am then maybe i can keep exercising. Motivation pending. Of course it helps when i get more sleep at night. :)
You think this looks bad....you should see the nurse!
Riley had his 2 month vaccinations today....3 shots and an oral. He did really well. Cried each time he was stuck but stopped shortly after. He's been sleeping all afternoon and evening so i hope he sleeps tonight!
There comes a time in a mom’s life when she must admit she needs help…especially being a first time mom. So…..HELP! I knew having a baby wouldn’t be easy. I remember my brother when he was a baby (there’s almost a 10 year difference between us). I remember telling my OBGYN that Randy and I were going to start trying to increase our family and I remember him asking me if I had family close by. Now I know why. I am very fortunate to have family around that are willing to help, but I just can’t bring myself to ask for help very often. I just don’t want to be away from my baby when he’s sick I guess. He’s trying to get over a viral infection in his lungs and he has acid reflux too. The reflux is more of an issue I think. The infection is actually worse but the reflux is what hurts him. I hate to see him hurting. Not to mention the mess it causes. Not a day goes by that neither of us is wearing formula. And any bottle-feeding mom can agree that formula isn’t the best fragrance to be wearing. Not that it matters much since I seldom leave the house anyway. It’s bad when the highlight of your day is getting a shower. Or the much needed nap. It’s really hard for me to take naps so I’m just exhausted….mentally and physically. I can’t get his routine going because I’m still trying to find ways to help his reflux. Not to mention my lack of enthusiasm when it comes to waking a sleeping baby…especially a sick one. I have just about accepted the fact that my house is not clean and it will probably be a while before it gets cleaned. And I have accepted the fact that it’s not even worth getting out of my PJs anymore. And who needs conversation…..muchless ADULT conversation? A mom’s job is NEVER done and I admire the stay at home moms. And I’m beginning to envy the working mom. Maybe I’m crazy but I wouldn’t have my life any other way. Even if it means sucking up my boredom tears, lounging around in my PJs while tending to a baby with eyes so heavy I can barely open them with each blink. I love my Riley and just as the good book says….This Too Shall Pass.
Come January 1, 2011 i will be a married woman of 2 years. Not only that, but we now have our first child...David "Riley" Carlton. He's my pride and joy. You'll never understand the feeling until you have one yourself...i know i didn't. I have the best husband ever and a great family....including my wonderful in-laws. Nobody has to tell me how blessed i am....i already know.